Tuesday, June 1, 2010

war within myself...



A war. What you guys think when the word war pop-out in your mind.....violence..bloody...terror actions and all that relates to the miltary and damages. Unfortunately, the biggest war that many of us fail to fight is WAR WITHIN OURSELVES. Like me as a student..i struggling to fight my laziness yang tahap gaban. (aku tahu sume kawan2 rapat tahu aku malas....malas nak jln2, malas nak study)...sigh. my war is my laziness....hehheehh and i still doing my best attempt to get over it. Plus, i got CSC TEST on wednesday night and we will see whether i can overcome my 'war'. Being a 24 years old woman makes me think about life and love. yeah..its quite pressurising to think about it. Recently, i was having some sort of 'war' with my own principle. Damn....when we talk about emotions or feelings...sometimes it's really hard to explain. it's very subjective like my recent conversation with my hommies

hommies: aku suke Awal( d actor n host). die boleh dikira handsome untuk pelakon lelaki zaman sekarang
me: Awal tue biase jer......(ooops i dunno what my frenz thought when i said so)
hommies: mata org lain2( some sort like dat)

so...yeah feelings/opinions are varied and it colour our world (dont you agree?). owh..i lamost forgot to mention about my 'war' with my principle. DO u believe that sometimes that love comes naturally....without any reason or justification. Frankly speaking, when it comes to feelings, im kinda 'blur' or cannot understand it.

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